ME AND THE RAINDROPS

i feel like crying tonight. crying all my feelings out. so sad. i just don’t know why. it’s just painful. to see her like that. i just wanna ease her ache. and still. i feel so lonely here. i feel so alone. alone. how i wish he were here. though i know. it’s a good thing for him to be there. to finish his study. and i don’t want to bother him. i wanna cry. rally wanna cry. i just can’t. i just can’t reach the tears. it really hurts. become more painful when i can’t cry em out. i just wanna cry. really wanna cry.